And to say i'm the god of expression would be a terrible terrible overstatement. I make saying "see you later" seem like I was devoting my life to Christ. It really curls my stomach to say certain things sometimes but i'm really a very passionate person, i'm the kind of person that would cry if someone spoke nicely about me. The truth is i'm a poop stick or is it that i come from a place which demands that you express yourself in words otherwise you are considered to be weird?
Thing is i remove emotional expression from my things to do list. I group my people and I show my love and appreciation to people in those groups differently. I also remove relationships from my things to do list and i'm not quite sure if i should be sorry for that or not but i'm ignorant in that regard. Not saying that i don't recognize and appreciate the importance of relationship but that appreciation is not driven by emotion but more by common sense and theory. Mind you by relationship I'm not only speaking to the traditional "love" relationships but to all. With me, you are either friend or family...I try hard not to create temporary positions for people but in this life you are required to anyways in the end you never get the full benefits and stock options till you obtain a permanent position. Love for my is a very real thing and I deal with it very practically and i apologize in advance for not knowing how to reply.
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Things are finally coming together for me up here and I'm already thinking about my next shakeup.... aren't I the cutest? I seem to thrive on negative perspective and cynicism. Shakeups are my fuel now, Winifred taught me to be a warrior and I see it now, it's what my life will be made of up until then and until then I will keep walking de Father guides me always.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Achievable Goals
In One Month
+ Have room to my liking
+ Have working bank account up and running
+ Joined sports club for gym and atleast spoken to some one RE: one sports club interest perhaps spinning.
+ Get a head start on all my reading and go through study skill tutorials to help me to be a more effective reading, critical analyzer and technical writer.
+ Compile a full expense and budget spread sheet to track my spending and living expenses
In Three Months
+ Make steps to over coming my fear of large crowds and public forums. Develop my theory "confidence as a weapon to effective speaking".
+ Have a full grasp of technical, analytical, academic reading and writing.
+ Have read all my required and recommended text
+ Remember to keep updating my expense spread sheet
+ Remember to get more involved in clubs and other activities (become a better rounded individual)
+ Write fully defined business objective and structure for tanville.
In 1 year
+ Have further improved skills in the web arena, have established certification which speaks to my level of understading and experience in the field.
+ Futher improve my understanding of business and marketing.
+ Have a good understanding of finance and investments.
+ Find a job working in th information systems discipline preferably in a place where I can gain significant experience and big day tasks.
+ Establish tanville as a premier business intelligence company with ties to many distribution companies in barbados and elsewhere. Providing quality quantitative and market research information with a sucessful marketing and event portfolio to back it.
In 3 years
+ Be a better rounded individual.
+ Be more interested in social happenings by reading the paper and listening to the news.
+ Have sound investments
+ Would like to take on a management/ leadership role.
+ Would like to have tanville as a sucessfully growing market research and business intelligence company with strong ties and relationships to educational institutions to aid with the development of information professionals in the form work term and job attachment agreements.
+ Have room to my liking
+ Have working bank account up and running
+ Joined sports club for gym and atleast spoken to some one RE: one sports club interest perhaps spinning.
+ Get a head start on all my reading and go through study skill tutorials to help me to be a more effective reading, critical analyzer and technical writer.
+ Compile a full expense and budget spread sheet to track my spending and living expenses
In Three Months
+ Make steps to over coming my fear of large crowds and public forums. Develop my theory "confidence as a weapon to effective speaking".
+ Have a full grasp of technical, analytical, academic reading and writing.
+ Have read all my required and recommended text
+ Remember to keep updating my expense spread sheet
+ Remember to get more involved in clubs and other activities (become a better rounded individual)
+ Write fully defined business objective and structure for tanville.
In 1 year
+ Have further improved skills in the web arena, have established certification which speaks to my level of understading and experience in the field.
+ Futher improve my understanding of business and marketing.
+ Have a good understanding of finance and investments.
+ Find a job working in th information systems discipline preferably in a place where I can gain significant experience and big day tasks.
+ Establish tanville as a premier business intelligence company with ties to many distribution companies in barbados and elsewhere. Providing quality quantitative and market research information with a sucessful marketing and event portfolio to back it.
In 3 years
+ Be a better rounded individual.
+ Be more interested in social happenings by reading the paper and listening to the news.
+ Have sound investments
+ Would like to take on a management/ leadership role.
+ Would like to have tanville as a sucessfully growing market research and business intelligence company with strong ties and relationships to educational institutions to aid with the development of information professionals in the form work term and job attachment agreements.
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